Peace

Yeaೂ
I'd passed my undang test last two week.Congratz to myself.
Suprisingly it's 48/50!!Not bad right?give around of applause pls:*
Now,i'm waiting for my L licence.The auntie haven't call me yet.So slow la.
Wait and wait and wait.
It's okay.
Nowadays,feel like very lazy to blog and become lazier and lazier.
There's nothing happen in my life,of course except the cadence with him.
We quarrel and reconcile several times in a month.In fact,it has enhance our love:*
Sometimes,i enjoy my peaceful life:*

Tomb-Sweeping Day!!
Last week,i went back to my hometown to visit my ancestor's grave with my family.
I woke up at 6 in the morning.I didn't get up early since i'd graduated:P
After prepared all the things,we started our journey to the cemetery.
There're not many ppl in the cemetery on that day.
After finished the worship , we went back to kl and shopping with my mum at IoI mall.
Watched movie 'Just Another Pandora Box'.
Don't know what's the movie trying to express eventhough it's funny.==
Rated 3 stars for it only.
Recently,i started to do some research about the make-up and beauty courses.
Confusing occur on the aspect of choosing academy.
Clara?Impress Esteem?Domeilee?.......a lot.
Nevertheless,i'll still continue searching for more academy.Just because i want an ideal choice.
Wish that i can make a good selection for my future.

Hey!I hate the way of all the aunties and relatives keep asking me what to do for my future.
Study?Which college are you going to choose?What course are you going to choose?
University?
When i answered:i'm not going to study in college but take make-up & beauty course.
They answered:yer..I don't like that!!Why don't want continue study?Study good aahh...blablabla...
Me:@#$%^&*................(inside my heart)
WTF!!You don't like that???what the hell are you talking about?
That's none of your business lo.
What i choose for my future also need to ask you all first?
Need to see weither you all like or not?
Hahaha!Ridiculous and speechless.
Are there all of the ppl who study in college 100% can find a good job in their future?
Are there all of the ppl who not study in college 100% be doomed to failure?
who say?OLD FOSSIL!
Hate all of you!
Fortunately,my parent support me to choose what i interest.Thankiew so much:*

Everything around us is changing everyday,every minute,every second.
Especially the distance between me and my friends.
Seldom get in touch with them recently.Don't know what's going on with them.
Hope all of us can find a day and chit chat together again.I miss the day we stick together.
Since we'd finished our highschool life,the dreams that we needed to achieve wouldn't be the same anymore.
That's why our distance getting far.
Nevertheless,i miss them so much no matter how much we've changed:*

Skipalong*

SKIPALONG-LENKA

So tired of feeling blue

Such a heavy weight on you

So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different

To somewhere different

Oh no now you're leaving me oh what will you do

All alone in the big bad world but I'm not worried, no

Cause you're gonna skip along

Quite merrily baby, you're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And you're like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if you just skip along

Acting oblivious

Comes natural to us

Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart

The world will fall apart

So we're gonna skip along

Oh quite merrily baby we're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And you're like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if you just skip along

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home

Safe and sound with no one round to bring us down but that's so far away

So I'm gonna skip along

Quite merrily baby, I'm gonna revel in hating what's going on

And I'm like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if I just skip along

Yeah we are going to skip along

Quite merrily baby, we're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And yell out your sugar bomb, bomb, bomb

No harm with come

No harm with come if we just skip along

Skip along

Skip along

No harm with come if we just skip along

18th:*

Yeah!!

Finally my sweetie Venus and Mavis came back from ns.hoho:*

11/3/2010 was the day for all last year form 5 students went back to secondary school to take SPM result.

i think that day would be the last time i went back to my secondary school.

no more chance to go there.

Early in the morning,i went to venus's house first to wait her father fetch us to school.

We chit-chat a lot.

The most important part was she told me that she'd met her sweetheart in her camp and finally they started their new relationship.

They've been together since...i've forgot:P

GONGRATULATION my sweetie!!!

What i can see is she do love him so much.

That's the second time i saw her like that.

We reached to school around 10.30am.There were so many ppls. my schoolmates.

They've changed a lot.especially their hair style.i could even saw a yellow colour head!!geng!!

Half an hour later,we get into the auditorium and waited for the result.

Principal announced the students who got 6As at the first and followed by 7As,8As,9As and 10As...

Those who got 6As above got the chance to shake hand with principal.

On that moment,I were thinking that i wouldn't have the chance when others students were going up to the stage.haha

Unfortunately,i really didn't have the chance to shake hand with her,didn't have the chance to hear my name from principal and didn't have the chance to cry.haha

okay la.fine.

those who didn't get 6As above straight away lined up according to class to get the result.

i felt so nervous when it was my turn.....................

ARRRRRRRRRR.....I'm so happy ar!!!!!!!!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!on that moment!!!!

After i saw my result, i hugged all my friends quickly.even kissed my sweetie Mavis:*

I didn't know how to describe my feeling on that moment.so so so suprised:*

Teacher said my result okay.ngek ngek:P

My parent and i were satisfied with my result.God Blessed Me:*

After that,all of us went to leisure mall to have our lunch together.

It was a meaningful day for me.we took a lot of pictures:* Of course ugly pictures*

after finished our lunch,Venus and i went back to my home.

She wanna chat with her sweetheart through msn:P

During the night,Rainie told me something.........all my 'ji mui' ffk!!!!!!

Rainie Megan Fei Kei Gaga [ her name become longer and longer ] told me that all of them wont come out on12/3 [ my bday ]T_______T

i do really felt like abit disappointed and wanna cry when i heard that.

okay la. nevermind. wait for cu's bday:*

and HAPPY 4 YEARS'S ANNIVERSARY (with him:*)

The end.

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12/3!!!!yeah yeah!!!my bday!!!!!

so excited because that was the second time hang out with my boy without others friends.

(two ppl world)

yea.second time only since we've been together 4 years.T_____T

When i were going out ,my mum called me and said 'happy birthday'.so touchingT______T

He fetched me to Midvalley.we're hanging out over there.

First, we bought tickets [ Alice in Wonderland 3D].

We're having our breakfast at Sushi King and ordered 2 sets of piri piri chicken.:D

so full.Teehee*

After that,we keep walking around and finally went in the shop to see the Nike shoes.

He said he wanna buy for me.I thought he was kidding me at the first.

Then i answered him:okay la.buy it now.

He answered back he really wanna buy a kikstyo tee and a pair of shoe for me!

OMG!i couldn't imagined how good was him!

because the items were really expensive!

he also told me, before that he planned to buy me a Coach purse!

i were touching when i heard that:*

he brought me to Sole What and want me to choose my bday present.

Finally,i've chose a pair of shoe only because there was not many choices of kikstyo tee.

So happy and i love it so much!!i swear i'll cherish it :*

TQ so much bii:*

before we went to cinema,we've took some pictures^^

okay.It's time to watch movie.

he said that's his first time to watch 3D.i better than him.It was my second time^^

Hmm.the movie not really nice la but the effect was good!

rated 3 stars for it only:P

After movie,there was no more place to walk ard so we decided to go back to leisure mall to find my friends.Rainie megan fei kei gaga,venus and cu.

A few minutes later,we went back home together.

When i reached home,i realized that the time i sticked with him was short:(

i began to regret extremely.Why i went back home so early.

So we've to wait another chance again.I'll wait.

it's a memorable day and i hope he wouldn't forget it:*

TQ so much for accompany me bii:*

i liked the way we hand in hand.

i liked the way we hugged each other and walked slowly.

i liked the way he stroked and kissed my cheek so suddenly.

i liked the way he cared me.

i liked the way...........a lot.

i wished that i'd get more freedom from my mum to keep this relationship permanently.

Now,i were18th.I've grown up:*

Looks alike...........hehe:*

he looks cute^^

in the wonderland:*

my present:*

The end:*

对不起

近来的我，很多烦恼。

感觉有一股压力让我喘不过气来，不知道什么时候才得到解脱。

快，则两三个月：慢，则半年后。

我真的没有信心，也不想被看低。

希望时间能过得快一些。

今晚，原本很累的我，躺在床上正准备闭上眼就睡时，

不好的事情发生了。

就这样，我已经没有想睡的感觉了。

我想，今晚大概也不用睡了。

坐在床上，靠着墙壁，望着窗外，看不见星星和月亮，心情变得很沉重。

四周一片宁静，只听得见风扇转动的声音。

尝试闭上眼睛，但脑袋却不听话，不断想起刚刚的每一封信息。

心，也刺刺地痛着。

想放声大哭，尽情发泄，却一滴眼泪也掉不出。

想找个人来哭诉，却不想扰人清梦。

最后，决定把手机丢得远远的，不想看到它。

要是能找到一个让我流泪的方法，那该多好。

我就不用一直压抑着自己的情绪。

我希望自己能够洒脱些，却发现自己力不从心。

一切的一切，只能说是咎由自取。

只怪自己的臭脾气，为什么就不能忍耐一下下。

得到的时候，总是希望把他甩掉，潇洒地爱过就好，拥有过就好，绝不后悔。

失去的时候，往往希望能把他紧紧抱住，才懂得珍惜，才懂得那是最好，后悔莫及。

我后悔，我说过的话。

我后悔，我伤害了他。

我们之间，的确有很多隔膜存在着。

都怪我，把话说太快，来不及去仔细想。

说对不起的，应该是我。