照片

那两天的照片^^

觉不觉得照片里的我很像一只女鬼坐在飞机上，我弟看了也吓一跳!!

拍了很多很多照片，放不完。

而且还有很多照片我还没拿到手，拿到后再放上来吧。^^

看完照片这一篇后，按older post。是写关于这两天的一个post ♥

21/4-22/4 ♥

我的愿望终于实现了！:*
那就是能够和我的姐妹们和我的他一起上云顶痛快玩一次！我真的期待很久了。
而且这也我和我的他的愿望。
还记得去年我提出一起上云顶玩时，结果搞得我和她们全部反面，成了敌人。
哈哈哈，想起来觉得还蛮白痴的。
这一次，又是我和美儿的建议，而这次却不同了。
我们经过了很多事，如今我们珍惜彼此，所以我们更珍惜这次的机会，一起来个旅程。
至此之后，我们就要各分东西了。大家就要为了未来各自去拼了。
或许我们还会有机会再一起出来玩，至于要等多久，我们就不得而知了。
重要的是，我们还有这段回忆。
这次是我们第一次一起上去。2天1夜。
酒店早已订了。（谢谢美宝的爸爸让我们有漂亮又便宜的酒店给我们睡，赞！）
很好奇为什么我能够出来玩而且还能过夜那种吧？那就要谢谢美儿求我妈让我去了。
没有她，没有这次的旅程。:*
而可惜的是欣欣和祖儿因为有工作在身，所以没办法跟我们一起去了。
我知道她们也很想去的，没办法啦，下次吧。:)
早早起来就搭车了，搭车搭车还是搭车。终于去到kl sentral了。
11点多的巴士票，上到云顶都已经2点了。比预期中迟了很多==
上到去，我只能说，真是晴天霹雳！！因为我们的美儿生病了。:(
我们的心情真的被影响到了，觉得很可惜她不能和我们进场之余，还很担心她真的会顶不到。
我们也不懂该怎么办。而且她还是‘策划人’
我希望她能跟我们一起进场，一方面不用她一个人在外面，另一方面我们还能看着她。
但她不想浪费钱，所以选择在外面等我们。
我们才玩了两样东西东西就下雨了，选错日子，感觉有很多阻碍==
没办法之下我们先和美儿一起回酒店休息。其实我一早就很不舒服了，回酒店时头还是痛的。
而且超想睡觉，很累，又饿。
为了玩，阔出去了！忍！
等雨停后，我们再回去玩，而美儿和慧琳就在酒店休息。
哎呀，我们又少一个人了。==
太久没玩那些东西，我还真的蛮怕的，拼命喊就是了，哈哈。
当中是蛮开心的，尤其是看到那些照片，全部表情很夸张，脸部扭曲，哈哈。
可是也是没玩到什么又下起雨来了==
停雨的时候都已经差不多7点要关门了，算啦，只好接受现实。
玩完了就真得要回酒店休息了，我的肚子快顶不住了，没吃到什么。
又好像要发热气了+头痛，你说可怜没有==
回到酒店，美儿告诉我们她发烧了，因为什么咧？因为她跑去冲凉还要洗头那个！
够力咯！我都吓到！一定是感到了啦！所以晚上她就要回了，还有慧琳也是要回:(
无可否认，我们都没什么心情了。不过回家休息也好的。
回到我房间后，就在这个时候，发生了一件事。一件感动我很深很深的事。
我永远都不会忘记那一刻。:*
我和我的他因为‘信心’这两个字哭了起来。
他问了我一个问题，我不肯回答，过后他问我是不是对他没有信心，我点头了。
我们在一起4年了，期间真正分开过两次，两次离开我后都跟我说后悔，最后回来我身边。
就是因为这个原因，我怕了。我对他的信心可以说是很低，但我对他的爱一直没有变过。
这时，我告诉他，我很怕，因为我知道这一次在回一起后，到最后我们还是会分开。
他还是会离开我。说着说着，我哭了。
他帮我擦泪，要我不要哭。他抱住我跟我说了很多很多，说着说着他也哭了。
我也说了一些心底话，我想那些话对他也造成了伤害。
我们抱在一起，一边说，一边哭。他为了我，他责怪他自己，越哭越厉害，哭得发抖。我也是。
你能想象到那种感觉吗？两个人抱在一起哭得停不下来，那种感觉很痛，心真的很痛。
心，也真的很酸。
但，这感觉却带有一丝浪漫，和一股莫名的感动。

我觉得当时的情形比任何偶像剧里的浪漫情节更为浪漫。

我觉得我是幸运的，能够体会到这种浪漫情节的滋味。只因为我们的爱，真的很深。
这时，他失控了，哭得很厉害。
我赶紧握紧他的脸，用我的脸靠紧他的脸，希望藉由我的脸来带给他安慰，让他停下来。
但却让他哭得更凄凉，而我也跟着他哭得更厉害。
我一直哭着帮他擦泪，一直喊他不要哭了，不要哭了，可是没有用。
这时，我认为唯一让他停下来的就只有我不再哭。我把眼泪收起，擦干，再安慰他。
我装坚强，紧紧抱住他，一直给他安慰，一直拍拍他的背。
他好点了，但眼泪始终在流，我用了很多纸巾帮他擦，擦到泪干为止。
他也不时突然的抱得我很紧很紧。他抱我越紧，我越想流泪，因为我感受到他不要再离开我。
我告诉他，我相信他了。
但他却觉得我看他在哭所以同情他。他错了，我是真的相信他了。
因为他对我说的那些话，因为他通红的眼睛在告诉我他对我的爱，他为我掉的泪，我相信他了。
而我也做了一个决定，我要他等我八年。
他问我为什么。我告诉他八年后我们结婚。我想嫁给这个人。（我不是恨嫁啦）
只是给我们一个目标。（我懂我还小不该想这些先啦）
比，你怕吗？哈哈
说到这里你能想象到一个男生能够为我哭到眼泪鼻涕满天飞那有多感动吗？
我也好像是第一次安慰他哄他哦，也好像是第一次面对面跟他说这些东西哦。
最后我们都笑了。:*
那一刻过后，我知道他越来越爱我了，因为我自己也越来越爱他了。:*
感动完后，肚子还是要填饱的嘛。因此就问她们吃了没，结果都吃了。
她们告诉我说她们都病了==倒霉到。
我顶不顺了，马上和他去找餐厅，她们也一起。饿太久了，肚子有风了，吃了东西超痛啊！！
过后我们全部在oldtown等欣欣上来，那个米米竟然得到了意外惊喜，哈哈。
她最想念的人竟然出现啦，哈哈，替她开心啦。
慧琳的男朋友也来了。我们的淑玉也约会去了。
我和他等得很累了，所以不等了。两个人去散散步，就去买药吃(他伤风，我头痛)打算睡觉了。
这时，欣欣来到了。我们去找她，发觉好像有事发生了这样，大家都说了一些我不明白的东西。

而淑玉喝酒喝得脸红红的，我也不知道她们发生了什么事。
感觉我和美儿都是局外人，一头雾水。问她们，又没人肯说。
过后我懂了，只能说这一天真的很多事情发生。像诗茹说的，好像一场梦。
之后我和他就会去睡觉了，实在太累了。半夜这样，她们两个就会了。
第一次和他晚上一起睡觉，感觉很温暖哦，哈哈。
原本说好六点起身看日出的，怎知道那只猪不肯醒来，我也只好睡回去了。
第二天开心的是一觉醒来就能看见他，二话不说来个拥抱，呵呵。:*
差不多12点我们就checkout了。先去吃东西，而淑玉去找她的朋友。
我和他进了一间店，那些东西真的很贵吃，幸好它真的很好吃下。
她们去kfc。我和他吃饱了就去找她们。
在那里，我们聊了一些东西。我个人觉得自己的东西还是自己选择吧。
我们这些外人也别给太多意见啦，毕竟我们不太清楚什么事。
等淑玉回来后，我们就到处走走，拍拍照。
然后，我们去做了一样东西，那就是‘纹身’。哈哈
全部纹一样的图案，留个纪念。一开始，还真的有点痛，过后就很痒的感觉了。哈哈
效果还不错，蛮美的。
拍照拍照还是拍照，差不多4.30我们就坐缆车下去搭巴士回了。
途中发生了点小插曲，场面很尴尬。大家都静静的，希望淑玉不要再生气了。
你就大人有大量吧，看到你这样，我们怕的，呵呵。
哇，上下山的巴士真的驾很快咯，头超晕的，搞得我很想吐==
回到klsentral我们就搭车转车搭车转车的。
就这样大家各自回家了。有点不舍得，希望我们还有下一次啦。
我先回他家，他驾车在我回。这是发现他的手机留在的士车上，吓死我了。
还好他手机也蛮旧了，终于有机会换新电话了。
怎知道那个的士司机拿回他电话去他家，哈哈。
倒霉的是他没借口换新机了，啊哈哈。
不过怎样都要谢谢那个司机，竟然有这样好的人。
回到家了，梦醒了。很想念这两天一夜的旅程。
虽然途中有很多不开心的事情发生，有人还病了。
但重要的是，我们一起有过这样的一个回忆，有开心过就好了。
希望下次有机会再一起去玩时会是齐人的。:*

港剧度日

我弟告诉我说我的部落格写英文是没有人看的。
嗯，我也这样觉得。哈哈
所以决定写回华语。
最近我一直将我的部落格打入冷宫，是时候帮它解冻一下了。
没办法，在我的日常生活里根本没有什么特别事情发生，根本没有东西可以写。
一尘不变的生活方式真的闷透了，跟坐牢没什么两样，生不如死啊！！

看看我每天的时间表：

ಿ 12pm:起床
ಿ 1pm:‘早餐’
ಿ 2pm:看戏
ಿ 3pm:上网
ಿ 6pm:家务
ಿ 8pm:晚餐
ಿ 9pm:看戏
ಿ 2am:睡觉
ಿ 3am/4am:睡着

以此类推！！！！
换作是你每天过着这种生活，我看你会觉得死了算吧。
毫无意义，毫无价值，毫无乐趣。
在这种情况下，人都比较容易病，比较丑，不要说我夸张，是事实。
最近甚至连我最痛恨的死人青春痘都狂往我脸上长，留下一大堆疤痕给我。==
我该说谢谢吗？@#$%^&*
没有错的话，我好像闭关了整整五个月。
哇，我好厉害哦！我好佩服我自己哦！不懂该开心好还是难过好==
不过这样的生活我想到了五月应该会有所改变了。
啊，快点来啦！！我的五月！！
然而，到了五月后，很难还有这样的机会过回这种生活了。
到时候，我已经要为将来打拼了。又有点不舍得，我懂我一时一样。
我最近很喜欢找回以前的港剧来看，虽然是有点旧啦，但是都很好看的。
我看了，7姐妹，锦绣良缘，无头东宫，杨贵妃，金装四大才子，金玉满堂，布袋和尚，
洗冤录1&2，帝女花，还有很多......就是这些戏陪我走过了这段漫长的日子:'(
很羡慕其他人，个个都忙着去这边读书，去那边读书的。
一副很忙的样子，唉，对我来说有得忙好过没得忙:'(
很想投诉啊！我还没拿到L啊！那个auntie还没打来。==
拜托，不要再拖我的时间啦。
最后补上一句‘我真的很闷啊！！！’





可爱吧^^可是我是她的死对头！！
前世欠了她，一天到晚跟我作对，无言==
我对这个世上的小孩越来越反感了。
说真的，我真的不喜欢小孩子，无论人家说到那小孩几可爱都好。
没办法，我真的不会跟他们沟通。哈哈

ps:做麽吴建豪的女朋友是这样的样子的？有点失望==

Peace

Yeaೂ
I'd passed my undang test last two week.Congratz to myself.
Suprisingly it's 48/50!!Not bad right?give around of applause pls:*
Now,i'm waiting for my L licence.The auntie haven't call me yet.So slow la.
Wait and wait and wait.
It's okay.
Nowadays,feel like very lazy to blog and become lazier and lazier.
There's nothing happen in my life,of course except the cadence with him.
We quarrel and reconcile several times in a month.In fact,it has enhance our love:*
Sometimes,i enjoy my peaceful life:*

Tomb-Sweeping Day!!
Last week,i went back to my hometown to visit my ancestor's grave with my family.
I woke up at 6 in the morning.I didn't get up early since i'd graduated:P
After prepared all the things,we started our journey to the cemetery.
There're not many ppl in the cemetery on that day.
After finished the worship , we went back to kl and shopping with my mum at IoI mall.
Watched movie 'Just Another Pandora Box'.
Don't know what's the movie trying to express eventhough it's funny.==
Rated 3 stars for it only.
Recently,i started to do some research about the make-up and beauty courses.
Confusing occur on the aspect of choosing academy.
Clara?Impress Esteem?Domeilee?.......a lot.
Nevertheless,i'll still continue searching for more academy.Just because i want an ideal choice.
Wish that i can make a good selection for my future.

Hey!I hate the way of all the aunties and relatives keep asking me what to do for my future.
Study?Which college are you going to choose?What course are you going to choose?
University?
When i answered:i'm not going to study in college but take make-up & beauty course.
They answered:yer..I don't like that!!Why don't want continue study?Study good aahh...blablabla...
Me:@#$%^&*................(inside my heart)
WTF!!You don't like that???what the hell are you talking about?
That's none of your business lo.
What i choose for my future also need to ask you all first?
Need to see weither you all like or not?
Hahaha!Ridiculous and speechless.
Are there all of the ppl who study in college 100% can find a good job in their future?
Are there all of the ppl who not study in college 100% be doomed to failure?
who say?OLD FOSSIL!
Hate all of you!
Fortunately,my parent support me to choose what i interest.Thankiew so much:*

Everything around us is changing everyday,every minute,every second.
Especially the distance between me and my friends.
Seldom get in touch with them recently.Don't know what's going on with them.
Hope all of us can find a day and chit chat together again.I miss the day we stick together.
Since we'd finished our highschool life,the dreams that we needed to achieve wouldn't be the same anymore.
That's why our distance getting far.
Nevertheless,i miss them so much no matter how much we've changed:*

Skipalong*

SKIPALONG-LENKA

So tired of feeling blue

Such a heavy weight on you

So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different

To somewhere different

Oh no now you're leaving me oh what will you do

All alone in the big bad world but I'm not worried, no

Cause you're gonna skip along

Quite merrily baby, you're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And you're like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if you just skip along

Acting oblivious

Comes natural to us

Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart

The world will fall apart

So we're gonna skip along

Oh quite merrily baby we're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And you're like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if you just skip along

Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home

Safe and sound with no one round to bring us down but that's so far away

So I'm gonna skip along

Quite merrily baby, I'm gonna revel in hating what's going on

And I'm like a sugar bomb

And no harm will come

No harm will come if I just skip along

Yeah we are going to skip along

Quite merrily baby, we're gonna revel in hating what's going on

And yell out your sugar bomb, bomb, bomb

No harm with come

No harm with come if we just skip along

Skip along

Skip along

No harm with come if we just skip along

18th:*

Yeah!!

Finally my sweetie Venus and Mavis came back from ns.hoho:*

11/3/2010 was the day for all last year form 5 students went back to secondary school to take SPM result.

i think that day would be the last time i went back to my secondary school.

no more chance to go there.

Early in the morning,i went to venus's house first to wait her father fetch us to school.

We chit-chat a lot.

The most important part was she told me that she'd met her sweetheart in her camp and finally they started their new relationship.

They've been together since...i've forgot:P

GONGRATULATION my sweetie!!!

What i can see is she do love him so much.

That's the second time i saw her like that.

We reached to school around 10.30am.There were so many ppls. my schoolmates.

They've changed a lot.especially their hair style.i could even saw a yellow colour head!!geng!!

Half an hour later,we get into the auditorium and waited for the result.

Principal announced the students who got 6As at the first and followed by 7As,8As,9As and 10As...

Those who got 6As above got the chance to shake hand with principal.

On that moment,I were thinking that i wouldn't have the chance when others students were going up to the stage.haha

Unfortunately,i really didn't have the chance to shake hand with her,didn't have the chance to hear my name from principal and didn't have the chance to cry.haha

okay la.fine.

those who didn't get 6As above straight away lined up according to class to get the result.

i felt so nervous when it was my turn.....................

ARRRRRRRRRR.....I'm so happy ar!!!!!!!!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!omg!!!!!!!!!!!on that moment!!!!

After i saw my result, i hugged all my friends quickly.even kissed my sweetie Mavis:*

I didn't know how to describe my feeling on that moment.so so so suprised:*

Teacher said my result okay.ngek ngek:P

My parent and i were satisfied with my result.God Blessed Me:*

After that,all of us went to leisure mall to have our lunch together.

It was a meaningful day for me.we took a lot of pictures:* Of course ugly pictures*

after finished our lunch,Venus and i went back to my home.

She wanna chat with her sweetheart through msn:P

During the night,Rainie told me something.........all my 'ji mui' ffk!!!!!!

Rainie Megan Fei Kei Gaga [ her name become longer and longer ] told me that all of them wont come out on12/3 [ my bday ]T_______T

i do really felt like abit disappointed and wanna cry when i heard that.

okay la. nevermind. wait for cu's bday:*

and HAPPY 4 YEARS'S ANNIVERSARY (with him:*)

The end.

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12/3!!!!yeah yeah!!!my bday!!!!!

so excited because that was the second time hang out with my boy without others friends.

(two ppl world)

yea.second time only since we've been together 4 years.T_____T

When i were going out ,my mum called me and said 'happy birthday'.so touchingT______T

He fetched me to Midvalley.we're hanging out over there.

First, we bought tickets [ Alice in Wonderland 3D].

We're having our breakfast at Sushi King and ordered 2 sets of piri piri chicken.:D

so full.Teehee*

After that,we keep walking around and finally went in the shop to see the Nike shoes.

He said he wanna buy for me.I thought he was kidding me at the first.

Then i answered him:okay la.buy it now.

He answered back he really wanna buy a kikstyo tee and a pair of shoe for me!

OMG!i couldn't imagined how good was him!

because the items were really expensive!

he also told me, before that he planned to buy me a Coach purse!

i were touching when i heard that:*

he brought me to Sole What and want me to choose my bday present.

Finally,i've chose a pair of shoe only because there was not many choices of kikstyo tee.

So happy and i love it so much!!i swear i'll cherish it :*

TQ so much bii:*

before we went to cinema,we've took some pictures^^

okay.It's time to watch movie.

he said that's his first time to watch 3D.i better than him.It was my second time^^

Hmm.the movie not really nice la but the effect was good!

rated 3 stars for it only:P

After movie,there was no more place to walk ard so we decided to go back to leisure mall to find my friends.Rainie megan fei kei gaga,venus and cu.

A few minutes later,we went back home together.

When i reached home,i realized that the time i sticked with him was short:(

i began to regret extremely.Why i went back home so early.

So we've to wait another chance again.I'll wait.

it's a memorable day and i hope he wouldn't forget it:*

TQ so much for accompany me bii:*

i liked the way we hand in hand.

i liked the way we hugged each other and walked slowly.

i liked the way he stroked and kissed my cheek so suddenly.

i liked the way he cared me.

i liked the way...........a lot.

i wished that i'd get more freedom from my mum to keep this relationship permanently.

Now,i were18th.I've grown up:*

Looks alike...........hehe:*

he looks cute^^

in the wonderland:*

my present:*

The end:*

对不起

近来的我，很多烦恼。

感觉有一股压力让我喘不过气来，不知道什么时候才得到解脱。

快，则两三个月：慢，则半年后。

我真的没有信心，也不想被看低。

希望时间能过得快一些。

今晚，原本很累的我，躺在床上正准备闭上眼就睡时，

不好的事情发生了。

就这样，我已经没有想睡的感觉了。

我想，今晚大概也不用睡了。

坐在床上，靠着墙壁，望着窗外，看不见星星和月亮，心情变得很沉重。

四周一片宁静，只听得见风扇转动的声音。

尝试闭上眼睛，但脑袋却不听话，不断想起刚刚的每一封信息。

心，也刺刺地痛着。

想放声大哭，尽情发泄，却一滴眼泪也掉不出。

想找个人来哭诉，却不想扰人清梦。

最后，决定把手机丢得远远的，不想看到它。

要是能找到一个让我流泪的方法，那该多好。

我就不用一直压抑着自己的情绪。

我希望自己能够洒脱些，却发现自己力不从心。

一切的一切，只能说是咎由自取。

只怪自己的臭脾气，为什么就不能忍耐一下下。

得到的时候，总是希望把他甩掉，潇洒地爱过就好，拥有过就好，绝不后悔。

失去的时候，往往希望能把他紧紧抱住，才懂得珍惜，才懂得那是最好，后悔莫及。

我后悔，我说过的话。

我后悔，我伤害了他。

我们之间，的确有很多隔膜存在着。

都怪我，把话说太快，来不及去仔细想。

说对不起的，应该是我。